I'm sorry, this is me...

I am impulsive and I act without think, I do stupid things and then, I realize what I did and I want to go back on time and fix everything.. I really hate to be this way, I feel like if I can't change myself, even if I want, don't know why.. however I try, the temptation win me and I definitely enjoy doing new things and I love new feelings and I let myself go whit the moment, whitout think.. It's so stupid, just don't analyze, so simple! but I can't, I never considered the consequences of all my acts and.. well, here I am, feelin this way again, I deserve it anyway.. these fucking desire to mourn, god.. I want to go back home.