All my life I've been good, but now I'm thinking what the heeeeell?!

This weekend I realized how stupid I've been, how much time I've lost, and how easy it's to have sooooo much fucking fun. 

I've spend the last three days drunk as hell, 'cause I was mad at life 'cause of a really beautiful idiot, like the most beautiful one, who hypnotized my bwaaain and I just wanna loose my mind for a while, 'cause I'm so in love with him nd I don't want to 'cause I feel like if I needed to turn my damn head off 'cause of his awful gorgeous eyes... cannot help it.. nd I don't know 'bout u but I used to get drunk, or high to turn my head off nd just leeeet them go away, like it's reaaaaally efficient to have peace with myself one or twice a week😏.. right now nd whenever I want it.. it's kinda fun 'cause everything seems easier and the people don't bother u nd problems seem sooooo far away..

Now I don't give a fuck, I really don't, it's so addictive, I'm really outtamindddd.. nd I dooooooon't care.. I've spend the night dancing like crazy and getting higher and higher on the music nd the smoke.. holding my purrrfect muscle boy, my zuuuuper platonic💕 cause let's be rational for a second..  if I'm gonna ruined it I'll do it with styleeeee ✌️ yeapppp yeap I'm a little bit of a bitch but I don't care, I could reaaally used to it, 'cause I actually luuuuuuve it and I'm happy like thiz. Peace👍